Those are my inner thoughts every time I'm exposed to something motivational: "someone else really needs this"; "someone else would really benefit here"; "someone else is missing out".
...but if it's so good, why don't I take it to heart?
Have you ever done that? Have you ever been so eager to pass on acquired knowledge that you failed to benefit from it yourself?
I used to know a whole lot about God.
...but that was before He was my friend.